Starting from the Beginning

i cant write...don't like reading...I am a lazy bastard.

well that was the confession before i start typing some words. i cant say i am writing something so its better to say i am typing something. lolzz.. anyway let me tell you honestly i dont want anybody to read my blog or passing comment..u can ask then why the hell i created a blog???..because i am a hypocrite..:)

anyway lets start with some information about me...

I am a 25 years old guy from India. I have no special talent. I am very emotional and get hurt easily. I failed to keep my love and I also failed to speak out what I actually feel deep down in my heart. I am a black sheep and also failed to meet my parents expectations. I am not handsome and not popular among my friends and also not easy going person with others. I am a bit selfish and i cant admit my defeat.

AM I NORMAL or I NEED COUNSELLING...well i don't know it either..

all I know I am a normal guy and tried to do things for others but all the time I failed badly and all above statements attached with my image time to time..U can say "u should not hear others..u should listen to yourself only"...but how many people on earth can actually do that..i don't really know...

well gotta go now...my brief introduction is done here...don't know those who will read it what they will think about me...I don't REALLY care OR do I??...lol...

ohh....wat have i done....just created a blog account...don't really know why??....probabaly i want to tell something....probably i want to share something......but what???...am i so confused??..or it happens wen u really don't know wat will happen wen u open ur heart to everyone.....to everyone or to only one.....